If i die before this records released
Don’t hold your head or shed a tear
I’ll be resting in peace
& if I don’t
I’m still fighting, I don’t know how to quit
I’m just tired and sick
Of this temporary bullshit
My people die in the cold
This is a war for your soul
& It will swallow you whole
It’s more than I can control
It’s either death or parole
& life has taken it’s toll on me
Misery
What the fuck has become of me
Deliver me
Put an end to my suffering
I’m nothing to you
I’m just a face you’ll forget
Another name in your head
Just a stranger
A person you met
If you could look in my eyes
You’d see the depth of my pain
I couldn’t hide it
My grief is spilling off every page
I couldn’t keep it contained
Or drain the pain from my veins
It ate away and my brain
Until my psyche decayed
I put a gun to my head
When all I wanted was love
I never wanted to die
But nothing here was enough
If I were dead you’d flock to see me
Say you need me & you’d cry
But it’s a lie
You’re all absent now
While I’m still alive
Ive been beaten and abandoned
By the ones that should have showed me the way
Now I’m lost here & stranded
& This is where the world will force to stay
Because I’m nothing
Nothing to no one
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