I push the pain to the back of my mind
But I can’t hide the hurt in my eyes
I’m always depressed
My past is repressed
& I break when it’s mentioned
I try to live out my miserable life
Dying to feel alive
But I cant accept
The scars I collect
From being left by the wayside
I thought I told you love was never enough
It always withers and rusts
No one gives a fuck about us
But they’ll tell me that it’s all just in my head
Then I’ll turn around and be alone again
I’m sick of plastic people using and abusing me
Cos they aren’t here to see the other side of suffering
Empty
I think of all of the times that I’ve tried
& How it all meant nothing
I’m so stupid for believing the lies
& Wasting years of my time
It’ll all been so mind numbing that I just want to die
Because I cant change shit
My hand has been dealt
I’m on the other side of suffering where everything’s felt
No chance to prosper
I’m forced to live with the pain
Of watching everything I love be killed and taken away from me
Life left me so empty and cold
Exploit my weakness
Laughing as the rot consumes my soul
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